A sight once seen,
May hidden been, but never gone.
Deep in my mind
I search for the memories.
Up they pop and
Unfolding is the Sights and Sounds
Of the Universe round.

Again I tried to leave this Universe but the barrier that surround it prevented me. I have not been able to penetrate those energies. I wanted to go outside, to see if what the Old Ones say is true; from the outside one can see all of the Universes hanging like beads in a necklace, one funny looking thin bead after another. Not totally separate individual beads, but inter-connected producing and effect like tunneling echoes, as the each Universe gave birth to the next one. Thus, the Universes began in an instant, in the beginning of Time, so the Old Ones say. Of course, the Universes did not look then like they do now, they started to evolve and expand in that moment. A process that has never yet stopped and between each of the beads there is a foggy semi-translucent luminance area that makes it difficult to see where one ends and another starts, a kind of overlapping of Universes forming a never-ending luminous silvery-cord against a black emptiness. It is hard for me to understand that outside the Universes looks like a string of thin beads while inside a Universe it is multi-dimensional and huge -relatively. Or, so say the Old Ones.
One must not question the Old Ones, Mentor says and on he goes, I can hear his voice; "knowledge does not have to be observed first-hand to be factual." I remember some matter forms who will disagree with him on that one. Mentor also says that I want to know too much, too soon. Someone must have been outside and returned or there would not be a report of what the Universes look like from the outside; one of the Old Ones, but who? No matter, I could never get close enough to ask a question of the Old Ones. Even if I have thousands of life-time behind me, to them, I am still a child. Already a long time ago I asked Mentor 'who' is on the outside, and 'who' put the Universes together. He did not know; all he said was that the ones on the matter planes think we are "The Creator," we are not but Creators in training. There are many entities with great powers of different strengths, both in matter forms and in energy forms, but none of them are the "Prime Creator," we all create our own reality and together, all create "All that Is." However, we or the Old Ones did not create this Universe or the other Universes. I think the Old Ones keep things running in this Universe like Overseers.
The Old Ones say; "The Observer (Creator) must be outside the Universe or the "Law of Quantum Physics" would have destroyed the Observer. If the Observers (Creators) were inside the Universes at the instant of their births, they would cease to exist or be broken into as many pieces as there are Universes and they go into infinity." Maybe what happened is that each Universe has each own Prime Creator and when a Universe is created the Prime Creator splits into "All That Is," and each of us is a small part of the Prime Creator and will be as long as the Universe expands, but will return to become One again when its contracts, with the exception of the ones who have been able to advance their consciousness into being a new Prime Creator:

Like a Comet
I streak across the Void
The light-years as
Seconds disappear. None
With the naked eyes
Can see the Energy I be.

Soon, again it will be time for me to take on another matter-form-life of learning. So often, on this side, I forget that so many of them are us. To grow we must inter-change, because in each dimension and realms some things are hidden and other things are perceived differently. We can see them, the ones in matter forms, when we tune in to their vibrations, because we see the whole of the light spectrum. But, we cannot see matter the way the matter forms do, unless we materialize. The ones in matter forms cannot see us because their range of vision is limited to a narrower spectrum.
The problem with being in matter-form-life is that we become an entity on to itself -isolation. In most of the matter forms (they are not all human or even humanoid, there are many other matter forms in our Universe), we forget who we really are and that it is not our real life or life-span, also we forget our past experiences and our already learned knowledge is only available on an unconscious level. The biggest experience in matter-form is sensations, that is how we learn about physical life and death -physical life is a "process of dying." To us on this side 'being born' is dying and dying is being 'reborn.' In energy form we do not have the experience of death, we are emotions and consciousness, but lacking in physical touching; a sensation once experienced is never forgotten. Nothing we ever do or have done is forgotten, all is stored in the "Central Sun's Energy Storage Units;" it is our Universe's Library.

Half-way towards
The Galaxy I pause, to sit
On a Vapor-Orb.
And listen to the Siren's song
Far enough out
To be beyond her beguiling con.

Even my wispy
Form cannot stand her crushing
Call and the heavenly
Sounds no Human ears can resist
Without wanting to dive
Into the Black Hole of her Soul.

In energy form I can see the whole Universe and have the freedom to soar throughout or be everywhere at once. It is a very large playground of learning. I listen to the music from the Stars and play tag with Asteroids. I slide up and down gravity waves and get buffered by a Star gone Nova. It is rather like riding a water-wave in matter form. No schoolroom, on any planet was ever this much fun, but there are similarities, for I must give account for what I observe and explain why and how energies interact and perform. I focus my attention to see it all, our Universe appear as a giant grid system of interaction luminous energies that span the whole of the electro-magnetic spectrum, such lights and colors, but the most beautiful is the Golden Cosmic Lattice, which spans the Universe. I see the inter-connecting lines and waves, ever moving, spinning, throbbing like a beating heart. Even on the planets, the matter forms appear like tiny glowing lights, each dancing to the beat; unaware they are how in tune they are with our Universe. We go on, what must seem for matter-forms; thousand and thousand of years of learning until we become the Old Ones, what the Old Ones will become, I do not know, Mentor says no change has occurred in his lifetime. It has been Eons with no change in the Old Ones; maybe they know what they will become. But then, we do not count Time the way the matter-forms do; only the planets count Time.
Being out here in our Universe is the Happiest of Times, because in our natural Energy-form we remember all of our matter-form-lives and experiences and the knowledge acquired. Being in matter-form is rather like having amnesia, most of your life forgotten.
We go through three stages: Student, Mentor and Teacher, and then we become the Old Ones. Our childhood is all spend in matter-form-lives, one life of learning after another after the other, and in between you continue going to school on this side, one never stop learning. Even Mentor and Teachers must sometime take on special matter-forms when they are needed in a Realm or Dimension.
Why? You ask, because we are not the only energy-forms in this Universe. There are many others, some just enjoy themselves and living, other pursue their hobbies and studies, but other again are not as peaceful. They are split into two fractions -playing the game, they call it –making mayhem and destruction others call it. They call themselves the Light and Dark Forces and at times they have made such a mess of their game that the Old Ones had to step in to put a stop to their game. Because they, while in matter-form, forgot the rules and more than once have invented weapons that threaten the balance of our Universe; and that is the one thing that is not allowed. The problem with this game is that most people when in matter-form have forgotten too much and is unaware of that there is a game of power struggle going on. This game is fine, as long as in energy-form, they cannot hurt each other; it is different in all the matter forms, then the game become deathly, because of weapons that can even fragments Souls, so that they are separated from the whole and their higher selves and it can take eons to repair, if it is repairable. In addition, many in reincarnated matter-form have no idea of what is going on and that they are participating in an invisible war. Many people are not sure why they are doing what they are doing; many of their actions seem to beyond their control, they have come up with a name for it 'Karma.' They could be under control of a Game-Master and their actions pre-planned; only they have forgotten.
Also, the opposite's sides of the game are not clearly defined, especially in the lower vibrational Realms. They do not always recognize on which side the people they meet and inter-act with or people in general belong to. In Energy-form, who and what you are is visible to all. Your energy colors and the light spectrum you carry tell your nature and how far advanced you are in term of consciousness. It is not without reason the ones that participate in the Game are called the Light and Dark Powers, but, those are hidden when in matter-form, unless you can see the real Entity beneath the camouflage of the physical matter body. Only a few, when in matter-form have that ability.
Which way each entity will grow is hard to foretell, Mentor says, but with my mind and emotions it is most likely that I will end up as one of the Old Ones who works in Info-Storage. Info-Storage is what Earth matter-forms would call a Computer Library and where all the knowledge of the Universe is kept. It is very complex and much more than just a Library, it has many features and I do not know all of them, but one of its features is well known and can be told because everybody knows about it and we have all used one time or another. From a specific point in Info-Storage an Energy Entity can be send to any Place, any Time and into any Form anywhere in this Universe, provided that the body is not already inhabited by a consciousness; or stay in Energy-Form for visit and perform a task for example. It is a fast way of travelling for it is instantaneous, but I for one, do not think it is as much fun as soaring under one's own power.
Mmm Info-Storage, what if in addition to us all each being one small cell of the Prime Creator, one cell of the Prime Creator also becomes the center of our Universe (Info-Storage). Then there would be an Info-Storage in all the Universes for if there is a Prime Creator in each, like a holograph, each cell contains the information of the whole (The Prime Creator), including the information from before the creation of our Universe and that would mean that we too contain the whole; we only have to remember we are not separate, we are The Prime Creator and All that Is: Mmm, that changes ones perspective, must discuss this with Mentor when I return.
As Mentor says: "Growing takes time and some knowledge will not be available until one is ready for it: Acquiring knowledge is a progressive process, and it is not enough to acquire facts, fact must be made into Knowledge, knowledge turned into understanding and when understanding comes, it is then you acquire wisdom and without wisdom you will never become one of the Old Ones."
Oh, I know now, the Old Ones become Prime Creators; but that closes the circle, since we are already the Prime Creator and All that Is, but do not become so in fact, until we realize that is who and what we are!


At an angle - top
Of the Milky Way I stop
And watch the Galaxy.
From here, I see a giant
Farris Wheel with
Colors of the Spectrum real.

Slowly turning
The lights are glowing, burning
Waves of Rays meet and
Blends around each Star,
That radiate with changing hues,
Making circled Rainbows true.

It is time; down again I go, to be squeezed into that small Matter-Form. This time I vow not to forget who I am.

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The thin piercing cry of a newborn filled the room, and the attending Doctor said; "you have a lovely baby-girl Mrs. -------."

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The circle has closed and it has nearly taken a lifetime before I remembered who I really am and remembered while still in matter-form. Strange how easy I can use the term, by remembering I have wiped out a lifetime of single-life and uni-linear thinking and as a student I have reach a very important plateau. In what is remaining of this matter-form's experience in this Timeline and beyond; I have to ask myself, "What Wonders are yet to come?"